Kartika MashadiWaking Up Feeling Like ShitWoke up around 7 due to my father telling me that Jenga has escaped, again. The cat got into a fiery fight with another cat and chased him…1 min read·Jun 18, 2023----
Kartika MashadiThe Oxytocin WithdrawalThis week I spent hours reconnecting with people I care about. I saw my best friend again after years of separation due to graduation (life…2 min read·Mar 12, 2023----
Kartika MashadiIs Friendship an Uncertain Idea?I have always been that kid. Easy to approach, smiley, polite, good manners, knowledgable. My mom has always told me that I’m an outgoing…3 min read·Feb 26, 2023----
Kartika MashadiDay 1So I’m finally settling in. New home address, new adjustments, new mother. I’ve wished I’d had a new father, but here we are. It’s not like…2 min read·Feb 1, 2023----
Kartika MashadiIt’s just a bad day, not a bad lifeHave you ever had the worst day ever? Like, in every corner, misfortune just awaits. It caught you in the worst way possible. Your morning…2 min read·Jan 20, 2023----
Kartika MashadiThe Effect of UnfortunatelyI got rejected over 100 times this year. Each one feels horrible. But somehow this is the worst.4 min read·Dec 16, 2020----
Kartika MashadiSilent voices #2If this is mental illness, then I don't want it. I don't. everything becomes so hard to do. Even the easiest ones. Getting up is so hard…2 min read·Nov 19, 2020----
Kartika MashadiAnother day, another rejectionAnother day, another email, saying I’m not fit into the job position. What are you looking for? Well, obviously not me. Oh, no, no, this…2 min read·Nov 18, 2020----